Because now you are a mom

I’ve lost my voice again. Every time it happens, there is a feeling of hopelessness that I’ll ever get it back. I have this recurrent dream that I’m falling from the sky, kind of like Alice down the rabbit hole, and I keep my mouth open screaming things I would like others to hear, but…

Zakaj ne? Zakaj pa bi?

“Andreja, ti vse prevečkrat sprašuješ ‘zakaj’.” “Spet si imela preveč pričakovanj in je logično, da si razočarana.” “Kaj si pa misliš, da si? Ne pričakuj, da te bodo imeli vsi radi, tako pač je.” “Spet imaš prevelike cilje, premalo denarja, premalo znanja, preveč kilogramov.” “Končno ti je prišlo iz r*** v glavo. Končno si dojela!”…